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Tuesday, November 30, 2004


Ok so today i had another long session of taxi-ing. And boy did those kids cracked me up.

Scene 1 :

Boy 1 : Eh so you got play Condition right? Got one gun right, got telescope wan! Very easy to use just shoot *banNgGGg*
Me thinking : (Yah can shoot stars also wan)

Scene 2 :

Boy 1 : Eh my school got ghost wan la. Your school have ar? That day right i see this boy he playing yoyo. When the boy throw right, THEN AR SUDDENLY the yoyo never go back up you know!! Whole night i cannot sleep think of that
Me thinking : (This is what happens when kids play with too much cheap yoyo....)
Girl 1 : My school right... Got my friend tell me la.. There is this boy........... *long errie silence*. Eh i forgot already
Me thinking : (POTONG STIM!!!!!)

Scene 3 :

Boy 1 : EH you know this area right, got accident before. My dad tell me. Got this car go very fast up the ramp then he fly *chuUuUuU*. And the person in the car fly out of the front *bramMM*. The mother and father die.
Boy 2 : Then how about their children?
Boy 1 : I dunno i think only the mother and father die
Boy 2 : Haha i think they go find you cause u talking about them now
Boy 1 : Eh where got la i just talking only mar....


So........ My conclusion... Kids are funny. But its not funny anymore knowing that i was just like them years ago. Its scary in fact. I mean those are HIGH LEVEL LAMENESS! -.-''. Another conclusion, they like to use ALOT OF SOUND EFFECTS when they talk. Haha but kids are kids right :).
 


Monday, November 29, 2004

    Tired~~~!!

Just back from a session of basketball with Sing Kit, Yoong Ming and Alex nearby my place. Played until freaking tired -.-''. Been a non eventful day except while i was driving in ss2 just now after my taxi session, i think i accidentally scratched someone's car while taking a tight turn :(. Hope its nothing major. Cant stop to check.

I just cut my hair yesterday. Cut it short at some barber. I always hated to go cut my hair, cause when i cut, i have to take out my specs, and i cant see what the barber is doing to my head! Same goes with the saloon, but at least not as bad. Thank goodness this time the barber gave me a pretty good cut :). Haha. Now easier to wash liao, compared to last time ^^.

 


Sunday, November 28, 2004


Finally uploaded the pictures taken during the makan at Kuala Selangor.

Some of the pics :


Greedy eater -_-''


Fish!!! XD~~

For more pics, click here

I've just uploaded a few selected ones. Those that went for the makan and wants the whole uncompressed collection, please PM me in MSN :).
 


Saturday, November 27, 2004


Today has been a hectic day from morning itself. Woke up early to do my taxi sessions again. Did a few rounds, before finally ended at 5pm. At 5.30pm, Danube, Kim and Angie came to pick me up for the seafood makan. This outing was planned by Kim upon my request XD. Been so long since i've seen the ex-NBTDians, so want to take this chance to see them again.

Took a very long trip (2 hours!) to Kuala Selangor. Met Andychee81 and N(3) at the Kepong Toll. We reached K. Selangor at around 8.00pm (exactly like Danube predicted -.-). Kampun and anechoic arrived awhile later. Hmmm we ordeded plenty of food. Lala soup, green veggies, some kind of fish with sweet spicy sauce, 2 kinds of craps, some kind of huge funny prawn, sotong, and of course rice XD~~~. Haha been ages since i've ate seafood that good :).

As usual, i was the photopimp of the day -.-''. Took many shots on Danube's champion 10x optical zoom camera. And once that cam went into andy's hands, he start utilizing the most out of the zoom : sniping chiqs XD. Speaking of chiqs, this restaurant we went (cant recall the name) has chiqs for waiters ^^. Good food and waiter chiqs, what else can we ask for? :P

We went off 2 hours later. Kampun suggested for a 2nd round of Pan Mee, but tak jadi :(. On the way home, We overshot a turning but most of the time, it was a non eventful.

Very full. Great day. Dead tired. Pics will be up soon once i get da pics from the rest :). Ja for now!

edit : woot got da pic of the place. supplied by andy! (links to his blog on the bottom right). the place name is Kuala Sungai

 



Finally after months and months of not seeing my old classmates, most of us managed to meet up for a yum cha session in Ming Tien, Taman Megah. I was there at about 9pm and suprised to be the first one there -.-''. Haha nevermind la, fitting to be first since im the organiser XD. Yoon Wei aka Yao Ming showed up second, followed by Yin Mae! Yoon Wei never changed at all, still look like he did months ago, and still uses his inverted middle finger. Yin Mae on the other hand became MUCH MUCH more leng lui liao XD. Couple Wee Chiang and Kheng Yee showed up soon, both of them still sticking together, no changes here, but i mistaken Wee Chiang for a HK gangster because of his long hair :D.

A while later, Chang Bing and Wea Hong (non jatian) showed up (which i mistaken for VCD sellers at first glance :P). Both of them also changed alot. Chang Bing slimmed down, and both also more leng jai liao. Haha. Yoong Ming, Lionel and Wai King showed up later on. These 3 jokers, still as joker, still as lame, and still as crazy as usual. Lionel changed more. Not only he slimmed down, he become sui jai already. Started clubbing, drinking and smoking liao. Yoong Ming leh, still good boy as usual lor. Wai King too, first to leave with Yin Mae at 10.30pm.

Last few persons to show up was Alex, Kok Yew, Sing Kit (which is a half jatian because he used to always come to our class -.-) and Wei Cheng. Those 3 guys also becoming more leng jai liao. Darn is everyone getting more leng jai ar? Wei Cheng leh of course more leng lui lor, but thats no excuse to be late! 30 minutes somemore! (Haha just to poke u abit la don't angry XD). Too bad Justina, Anne and as well as the rest of the Jatians can't make it :(.

Lionel, Yin Mae, Wei Cheng and Alex each brought cameras. Only me and Wei Cheng snaping pics like crazy. Lucky got her to teman, if not i'll be the only joker happy triggering the camera the whole night -.-''. Im sure alot are pretty annoyed by the constant flashings of the cam. Hahah sorry bout that XD.

Chat topics ranged from Calculus (yes! yum cha also want to talk about calculus. chisin!) to cars, old school to new college/uni, as well as new stuffs in lives. So good to be able to see those jokers after months away in Uniten ^^.

At about 11+pm, most of them went back already. Left Yoong Ming, Lionel, Kok Yew, Alex and me. Haha its then i started scouting for things to eat! I ate some Apom (expensive stuff! 4 small Apom for Rm2!!), Meatball noodles (MEATBALLS!! XD~~~) and Durian Ice Kacang (ok this is weird tasting stuff -.-''). Those 4 jokers started talking about clubbing, drinking and gals. Haha they even suggested to head to Alex's place to drink his stash of Bacardi (edit : 0.o now he said its Chivas, but i recall Lionel or him saying its Bacardi -.-) and but in the end never did happened. We all went off at 12+pm.

Pics will be up tomorrow hopefully. Waiting for the others to upload to me. Been a great day. Need to hit the bed cause im damn sleepy. Take care all ^_^
 


Friday, November 26, 2004

    SienzZz~

Haha woke up today with droopy eyes cause slept late yesterday at almost 5am playing Half Life 2. The hype surrounding this game is really justified. Its gameplay and physics engine is really awesome, and i guess it was worth the long 4/5 year wait :).

Today was another hectic taxi-ing day. Done 3 out of 4 sessions liao, and now have a 45 minute break before i go do the last one. Can't wait for night later for the yum cha with my old 5 Jatian classmates. Luckily i remembered to ask Lionel to bring camera. I'd kill myself if i didn't get any photos for this gathering (im a photo collector freak. hey they're embodied memories too right! :) ). Will post em shots up when im back later.
 


    Cuties!

Kinda bored so i rummage thru my uni pics collection and group together some cuties i've found XD. Haha too bad not cute guys or cute gals, but cute teddies! ^_^


Haha i don't know whose is this but cute rite!


Janice's fridge magnet COW! There are magnets in the middle, and all four legs!


Janice's CLASSIC Tigger! Looks like a dog rite -.-''. She insists its a Tiger, but hey, the tag says its Tigger so its Tigger!! XD


Jo's Patrick! Looks very handsome right ^^


Jo's uh.... pinkish... what animal is dis ar...? Dog rite...? -.-''


Group shot! ^^


Janice's purple bean bag mouse! This mouse is damn cute, and not to mention, SENSUAL to da touch XD. Its a beanie bag, and its damn nice feeling when you squeeze squeeze and raba raba it XD.

Cute stuff leh? Haha girls -.-''. I recall someone had a huge red Patrick and Kelly had a huge Mashi Maro but no pics of it :(. Maybe next time ^^
 


Thursday, November 25, 2004


If you've guessed, the title is from MJ's 'You're Not Alone'. Yesh 'SOMEONE' has poisoned me with a particular MJ's song and as a result, various of his songs keep playing thru my mind >.< ! So anyway, thru that another day has gone :). Been quite a pleasant day. Taxi work as usual, but with one session only. In between it, Jillian called for a yum cha, which i gladly accepted cause if not i'd be stuck at a cybercafe again, seeing people play Gunbound or DOTA -.-''. Did some catching up with her for an hour or so before my mom called me to tell me that one of her student not feelin well and i had to fetch her home >.< . Kacau! So had to send Jill back, and didn't get a chance to see photos of her in her prom dress. Wasted!

Rest of da day was pretty bland and quiet. Decided to rearrange my anime collection. Scout high and low for all my animes and put them nicely. Wanna bring them to uni for late nite anime fest with my pals XD.

Oh yeah, tomorrow is my ex form 5 class yum cha gathering! Hope those that i've smsed will show up :(. Wouldn't want to be sitting in Ming Tien all by myself :p.
 



Got this from Jo Ann's blog (link to her blog is on the links column at the bottom left). Find it meaningful, hope you all will like it too :)


On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a
boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly
reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to
do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner
was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together." I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly , "why?". "I'm serious." I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!".

At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember". "You carried me in your arms", she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, youmust carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning."

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms." His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young
any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now."

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I
was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my
neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old."

I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious."

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. "You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

 


Wednesday, November 24, 2004

    Nice day :)

Did a few tiring taxi sessions today. Got off pretty early to follow mom to her center. In between taxi sessions, managed to get time off to play some games in cybercafes. Met Khai Yong and Ying Hoe in Omaha 2 (aka Silver Surfer), DJ. Off work only at 5pm, but went back at 7pm to pick my mom up.

At 8pm, i went for yum cha with my ex, Jee May. Last time i saw her was 4 months ago, during her birthday, and even then, we haven't really caught up with each other's life. Lol her hair now somehow has similar resemblance to my primary 'Uncle Bus's hairstyle XD. She still loves cars, she still drives like crazy, and she still has crazy jokes :P. Stay put with mechanical engineering k? Dont stray to civil! :)

On da way back, smsed Kim to see whether she was free for yum cha. Haha too bad she going to sleep liao. Hmmm she really is sleeping early these few days :P. Good sign XD.

Sigh its another 1 and a half week before my holidays are over. Damn i hate changes. Before holiday started, i soooo dont want it to start, but now, i soooo dont want uni to start. Haih im funny -.-''

Tomorrow's taxi sessions should be short. Hope i'll have some time for basketball. Take care all :D

PS : Song STILL stuck in my head : HEAL DA WORLD! MAKE IT A BETTA PLACE~~~ LA LA LA LA!! (dis all cupid2 fault! >.<)
 


Tuesday, November 23, 2004


Wah just back from first taxi session. Lol kids... Sitting with them in a car really can be quite fun actually. The boys were talking bout games and stuff.

Boy 1 : eh you got what gun in cs?
Boy 2 : I use rifle
Boy 1 : I use AK 14. Got the wood AK. Damn chun *bang* *boom* *bang*
Boy 2 : Yala chun right? U got play CS : Subzero?
Me (thinking) : (er u mean condition zero..... -.-'')
Boy 1 : Yeah nice man. I got use sniper. U know those sniper need to aim wan right? There is one no need aim wan!
Boy 2 : Wahhh... You use what team wan? I use CT. Good guys mar. SWAT got AK wan!
Boy 1 : Haha i like bad guys...

And it goes on... Part of me wants to laugh, but part of me reminds me that i was just like them years ago :). Lol looks like this job will be fun after all :)
 


    Leg pains :(

Don't know why but since yesterday, my left leg has been hurting like hell. Funny thing is i didn't even remember hurting it. Curses, must be signs of old age -.-''.

Started today pretty ok. Sent mom to her center before i came back to hog the PC. Need to be off in an hour or so to start fetching da kids. I heard one of the girls is a real *B*, and my mom insists she comes along with me to fetch her. Why a real *B*? The stories like this : Last week, that girl was in my mom's center when a few indian transporters came to send newly ordered tables. Apparently, that *B* girl claimed that one of the indian fellas tried to hug her or something like that, and complained to her mom. When i heard this, i was like 0.0 WTH? So now, my mom insists to comes along with me to fetch her with fears that she might say i tried to molest her or something when i fact, i was juz trying to on the aircon XD.

Kelly just SMSed me awile ago to inform me that our 1st sem finals results will be out tomorrow. Sigh... looks like the fun days are over :(. Pray that my results won't be too bad. I know i screwed up Calculus, so i just home my Physics and Chemistry will pull me back up. Would be hard tho. Please God! *prays hard* XD

Oh yeah, i'm trying to organise a ex 5 Jati gathering this Friday night. Been awhile since we all met up right? Hope we can make this happen. Venue is at Ming Tien, Taman Megah, and time is 9pm. Give me a call to confirm the place to meet. And please spread the word? I'm trying my best to call the others too :).

Take care in the meanwhile. Ja for now! ^_^
 


    BLeh

The job turn out to be isn't that nice, just because i have to drive very slow and careful since there are small kids in the car -.-''. I find it amazingly stressful to be not able to drive like my usual self. I mean... its like i put my own speed limiter. I know it can go faster, but i just shouldn't. Fustrating!!! Hah too bad la -.-

Today i just got word that tomorrow, my aunt from Penang will be here. And she'll be taking my room, the one with my PC in it!! This means that i can't use the PC late night anymore unless i shift the PC out. So i guess i'll have to shift it out tomorrow. Will be tedious and mafan to do it, but i have no choice. Kacau....

 


Monday, November 22, 2004

    Taxi Driver

From today onwards, i'll be starting my job as a hired taxi driver :p. Gonna be sending kids who are students of my mom's tuition center. She has this holiday camp thingy going on, and i have to fetch her students to and fro from their home to the tuition center for 2 weeks. And i get paid too. Besides that, i get to drive, and i love driving. Quite a good job huh? ^^
 


Sunday, November 21, 2004

    Tired ^^

A very busy and hectic day :). Woke up pretty early to transfer the konyaku jellies we've made yesterday into tuperwares, before heading to church. Today we had fund raising for the youth camp. Stuff on sale were Lam Mee, Konyaku Jellies, Fruits, Fruit Punch, muffins and a Jumbo Sale! I helped prepared the Lam Mee and did the money collecting. Things got pretty hectic when service was over and everyone came up to buy things. The Lam Mee store was of course, the busiest. It finally ended an hour later, and our total profits exceeded RM800! Cheers for us :)

I slept thru the evening until 6pm. Sing Kit called and woke me up. Asked me for a session of basketball, which i hadn't played for ages -.-''. Met up with some old pals at the court, including Khai Yong, Zhe Xin, and Alex. Messed up the game pretty bad because i kinda hurt my dang knee before the game even started. Paiseh -.-''

Waiting for dinner now~~~. Hungry :(
 


Saturday, November 20, 2004


Just came back from Ampang, from my dad's client's Raya Open House. That guy is freaking rich! His house is HUGE and its POLISHED! Lotsa pretty and fancy stuff in his house. And he's a biker freak too. He has 2 champion mountain bikes, a BMW 1100cc Touring bike, and a Ducatti! The same Ducatti used by Trinity in the chase scene in Matrix! He races on track dammit! RICH! His house cost 400k which isnt bad, but his renovation was another 400k! LOADED!

And the food was catered, done by Kelana Seafood Center! You can imagine the amount of great food there was. Fried rice, huge prawns, beef, chicken, tauhu, fried sotong, lamb chop, satay, keuy tiau, pudding, fruits, ice lemon tea, and ICE KACANG!! I ate till i was bloated! Darn bloated till i cant move :p.

A great way to end the day - free food XD. Tomorrow i'll have church, and there will be fund raising, so gotta rise and shine early. Take care all!
 



Very hectic and busy day. Most of the youth member from my church came to my place today to make konyaku jellies for tomorrow's fund raising. Gonna sell them with drinks and other foods to raise fun for our youth camp (which unfortunately i cant make it because of uni :( ).

Now have to rush to neighbour's place and dad's client's house to attend their Raya open house. Still a longggg day ahead. Will update on more details later! Take care all :)
 


    Low Yat Plaza

Started the day off pretty early. At about 12pm, head to KJ LRT station. Waited for Pin Pin (Lain) to come but 10 minutes later she called from her house and said she just woked up -.-''. She was supposed to collect her salt lamp from some forumer, and now i had to do it for her instead. I don't mind actually, if its not for the fact that the darn stone is about a kg or so?! I mean! I took a light lunch ok?! And now i have to take this rock to Low Yat? Lain arrrrrr u owe me 1 kilo x 500m walking distance worth of calories!!!

But take that rock i did. So i boarded the train to Low Yat. Been a while since i've taken the LRT, so memories of my old days when i used to take the LRT daily to Low Yat to work should be coming back right? Well it did NOT! Cause there was this fat gigantuan of a fella sitting next to me all the way and his flabs are TOUCHING MEEEEE!!! YAIIII!!! Its like the allocated space for one seat is not enough for him, and his flabs keep coming into my allocated space!! ThE hOrRoR!!

Hah so when i finally reached Low Yat, it was a darn relief. Went to catch up with some old pals before i head to Edifier's Showroom. Managed to test the R1900TIII and i liked what i hear. Well for its price of RM329 that is... The R1900TIII :


Ain't she a beauty? XD. I'd take it if it wasn't for my dry wallet.

Quite a number of LYN forumers showed up for the PC Fair interview. I briefed them through about the products and what its like to work at PC Fair. And all this on volunteer basis! I should get rewarded for this! Maybe with the R1900TIII.... XD~~~. I was stuck at Low Yat until 7+pm. Bought a Prolink 9000 for Kim and 2 karipaps, 1 Papparoti and 2 springrolls for myself! XD~~~. Wanted to get HL2 or Vampire : Bloodlines but both aren't out yet. Too bad.

Reached home at 8pm. Spent most of the night fixing a cd burner onto my pc, and playing CS:Source. Quite disappointed with it actually. Somehow i still prefer CS:CZ.

Phew~. Been a hectic and tired day. Wanna crash the bed soon, so take care all :)
 


Thursday, November 18, 2004


Woke up at 12+pm again today. Hoho my body clock is a mess now. Feeling sleepy during the days and feeling awake during the night. Won't be good when i get back to uni... Hey wait a minute... Hah its more or less the same :p. Good then i dont have to give a damn XD.

In the evening, my mom and i went to Yuk Chai school to tie her tuition banner on some tree. Did some monkey work and climbed up a tree (with a chair not with limbs). Ahhh its nice to be so close with mother nature. Just hope mother nature won't scold me for tie-ing her with tuition banners XD.

Been ripping my dad's audio cds all day long. Some of the albums are Carpenters : Their Greatest Hits, Michael Jackson : Number Ones, Neil Diamond : 12 Greatest Hits, Phil Collins : ...But Seriously, Scorpions : Ballads, Scorpions : Moment of Glory (with Berlin Philharmonica Orchestra), Linkin Park : Reanimation. . Now karaokeing all the way bwahahha. Poor cousin cant sleep because of me.

Well i'm for now. Tomorrow will be heading to Low Yat with Pin Pin. Gotta watch Edifier's PC Fair promoter interview and test some of the speakers. Hope won't spend too much again. Take care all! :)
 


Wednesday, November 17, 2004


Sigh another day wasted. Was at home the whole day. Watched Armageddon again, and no matter how many times i've watched it, it still never fails to move me. Such an emotional and heart warming show. Wondered how it'll be like if Earth were to really be in such a situation. Thats why we have to cherish every moment and life live to the fullest right! :)

Besides that show, spent most of my time online spamming LYN and people's blogsite (hiye cupidcupid! :p). Aih at least can look forward to going to Low Yat Plaza this Friday. Wanna test Edifier's R1900TIII and R1600TN.

Woot my Gatekeepers bittorrent download is hitting 85%! Finally will be able to watch it soon. Hehe GTO also haven't finish. I'll be stuck again in front of the PC because of this. Bah i need to get out more!

 



Just back from a Yum Cha session with my old secondary school mates. First went to Ming Tien in Taman Megah. Met up with Lionel Loh and Sing Kit. Man, Sing Kit wore formal with long sleeves (apparently he hasn't went home whole day), which made me and Lionel who were wearing casual look VERY out of place -.-''. Halfway through, Wen Zhen miss called me. Was wondering why all of the sudden, and suspected that she is nearby :p. Turned out that she was indeed nearby, with her group of friends.

30 minutes later, Jay wanted to join us but had no transport. So we decided to go pick him up and head to Murni in SS2 to continue our yum cha. 3 cars, one each for us, went to his place to pick him up. Lionel was tail-gating me all the way, and i kinda sped to pull away from him :p. Sing Kit in his huge Pajero managed to keep up, which was kinda suprising -.-''.

Too bad Murni was closed, so we crashed at Medan Selera SS2. We chatted for quite a while there, topics ranging from Sing Kit's champion English usage, to Christianity, and to TARC's student's lousy English. Had a great time, until 12am and the place closed. Lionel decided to go home because he has a presentation early tomorrow morning. The rest of us head to Safi at Chow Yang, to continue yum cha-ing(yet again...). I took 2 champion tasting roti canais, before we finally adjourned at 1.20am. Sent Jay back before i myself went home.

Just as i reached home, i realised i forgotten to bring out the keys -.-''. Had to disturb my poor dad to open the door for me. Lucky i did not get sounded from him :p.

So today's total expenditure : RM 3.10. Sigh~ my wallet is weeping again~ (i'm a cheapskate :p)
 


Tuesday, November 16, 2004


Ughh~ another boring day.
Signs of spending too much time online : Some LYN member yesterday PMed me and is worried that i spent too much time on cyberspace, and wonders whether i have a good social life.... Apparently i think its because i've been replying too much on speaker related threads too often liao :p.

Can you believe that? Haha. Gave me a good laugh. Really appreciate the concern, especially from someone that do not know me. And i think its an indication i gotta go do something else other than online liao.

So what i did? Watch GTO Drama :p. Second i'm watching the series. Really a highly recommended series, especially those that likes jap dramas. It gets very emotional at times, and its mainly about friendship, thus why i like it :D. Ah i'm like that. Any other type of dramas to recommend after i'm done with this?

Oh yeah... Kelly messaged me today.. She is sad and wanted to see me because her bf has been giving her problems again... Sigh.. i wonder when is she going to finally be happy... Unfortunately i can't see her because i'm busy for the day.. Felt so bad to let her down. bah~

I miss my uni friends :(. Decided to post of pics of them. These are the pics during the last few days before our first sem ended. We sneaked the girls into my apartment to cook :P. There we violated two huge rules, no cooking in apartments, and no girls in boys apartments. Ahh the thrill of being caught... Well actually the apartment is quite vacant already because most of the tenants alredy went home, but still, its fun XD.


Preparing the food. From left, Jay(blue singlet), Eugene, Andrew, Kelly, Me and Janice.


The food! Yummy XD~~~. Mostly western :)


Eating! From left Jay, Josephine, Kelly, Andrew, Janice and Eugene.

Miss ya all. Take care yah! :)
 


Monday, November 15, 2004

    Exercise!

Yay i finally got my dose of exercise today. Man i slept at 3.30am in the morning and woke up 7.30am, then went to play football with my ex-schoolmates at our usual place, Grace's field in Taman Sea. Its nice to meet few of my joker schoolmates again. Lionel Loh, Wai King, Daniel Khoo, Kevin Lean, Leng Keat, Jing Ping and bros were there, playing as comical as usual. So great to be back! XD

Most of us went to Ming Tien for lunch, before heading to MPG cybercafe for some Counterstrike. Bwahaha the prodigy here managed to get top frag. Long sleepless nites of training in uni has finally paid off! I got my ticket to gloat! *smirk*

Moment i reached home, i ploped on the bed without bathing... -.-''. Slept for 3 hours before i woke up and bathed my two dogs. Its been 4 months i think since i've bathed the dogs, cause always away in uni. Most of the time, my bro is the one bathing them, now for this 1 month, cant run away liao -.-''.

Oh yeah, I've added two new LYN-ters into my Friend's list :).
- Ericca's {. : MaGiCLaND : .} and...
- Ch3ryl's {CupidCupid @ blogspot }
Thanks ericca and cupidcupid for letting me link ya two! Makes it easier for me to visit your blogs too since i no need to remember the links liao :p.

Yikes i gotta go fetch my bro now. Take care all! :D
 


Sunday, November 14, 2004


There was this forum thread in Lowyat.net which was asking "What scares you when it comes to love?". Many people have their own ideas, some which are really true, and some which I disagree with. It was quite an interesting topic (as far as I'm concerned) so I gaved my own thoughts and views about it too.


- being misunderstood, or to misunderstand (eg : things which you do out of a particular intention, but misinterpreted by your partner)

- one sided love (doesnt it always hurts when you're giving your best, and yet the person does not appreciate it as much as he/she is supposed to? i believe that if both person equally loves one another, both sides will never be short of cares and loves. one will not expect that much and receive that less in return. it should be always balanced, without depriving one another)

- a sudden change of heart (things going so well, and one day, something just happened, and there goes your love of years... so much u've sacrificed, so much you've put into the relationship, all gone. be it she lost feelings, personal problems or external problems, when he or she gives up, you'll be left alone by yourself. same goes to yourself, when all of sudden, the flair is gone, and someone else comes into your heart...)

- materialistic partners (this apply mainly to girls but in some ways, guys too. kinda dislike the type that expects the bf to be their purse all the time. worse if they're the type that spend endlessly, on unimportant things, like daily yumcha in starbucks, makan in delifrance. what a man can give endlessly is his love, but his wallet is limited. financial problems can kill a relationship)

- lack of understanding (it stands by itself. lack of understanding, esp petty things, and unwillingness to sacrifice for small things, as well as ego can kill a relationship too. it applies to many areas. men are men, women are women. there are things which each gender cannot phantom the other gender's habits and characteristics, etc)

- external problems (parents, ex-es, friends, backstabbers. these are things a couple cannot do to change. all a couple can do is pray that other people dont butt in and try to destroy their relationship)


Anyone with parallel understanding as me? :p. Its purely my opinions and thoughts, and I welcome comments and other's views on this too ^_^.
 


Saturday, November 13, 2004


Finally after days and days of being stuck at home, online for 5 hours straight and and watching lame, boring movies like Around the World in 80 Days, I finally get to go out and have fun! I went over to Kelly's place around 3pm and dragged her out to Sunway Pyramid. Missed her liao so long never see. Wah she was very attractive today (Kelly : free publicity for u... not like you'll need it hor :P). Noticed many guys and gals staring at her. Wooooshh I felt so proud XD. Walk here, guy look, walk there, girl look, walk everywhere, everyone look (ok maybe not everyone.... but still alot ma...)

We watched The Incredibles. A very very recommended movie! Its been awhile since I've watched something that is actually THAT good! Those who haven't watched it should really go catch this! Both funny and engaging. Nothing lame like some other crazy show I watched at home.... Oh yah by the way, met KK and friends there. Can you imagine that? First day I went for an outing and I managed to stumble upon a Uniten friend. These Uniten people, they're everywhere! Can never lose them -.-''.

Oh yeah, managed to finally reload my phone. Get to message my buddies at Kuching. Credit went so low to the point I can't make Kuching calls. Looks like everyone is fine and having fun (am I the only one rotting at home? -.-). Sigh miss them all~. 3 more months to go :)

edit : what the... accidentally 'ter'drafted this. got hidden -.-''
 



Its a wonder how desperate some young people can get these days when it comes to finding new people to talk with. Would you go to the extent of getting stranger's handphone numbers to call and talk?

It seems that some people might. A few hours back just now, some person that claims to be a 14 year old girl added me into her ICQ list. Naturally, we intro ourselves, but right after that, she asked for my handphone number. Curiously, I asked why and all she say is to chat.

At first, doubt shrouded me, cause I fear this is some lame prank to get my number and post it up in some gay channel in IRC or some sort like that. So I refused her and adviced her instead. She kinda pout and whine for a while but I stuck by my decision. After a while, nothing from her anymore.

Until 10 minutes later. She msged me with a handphone number, and asked whether it was mine. By golly it was! I was like 0.o what the heck where you got it from until I realised I posted my darn HP number on my icq about! Bah stupid me -.-

She called a while later, and well, no suprises for me. We chatted for a while, and she's not the type that speaks English well. Well I'm no Mandarin / Canto scholar myself, so we kinda had communication problems :p. But it went well, and I guess I got a new friend. Thank goodness it wasn't a prank. Wouldn't want guys calling me up asking for service or crap of that kind -.-''.

But it still makes me wonder, how desperate a person can be. When I was brought up, I wasn't that open to the point of exchanging phone numbers and all. I did take some time to caution her on what she was doing and all. With all these nasty stuff we hear on the news these days, one can't be too careful right...
 


Thursday, November 11, 2004

    Boredom

My day couldn't get any more boring than this. Started the day off by driving around PJ to familiarize myself with my mom's student's homes. Got hired by my mom to send them to and fro from her tuition center during the holidays. Then dropped by Fajar in Damansara Utama. Man you won't believe how ageing that place is. Used to patron it when I was Form 1. Its filled either with small kids or old people -.-''.

I can forsee myself spending hours daily on my PC. I can't think of anything to do except rot at home. Starting to rewatch anime and jap series. Currently started GTO. Downloading Gatekeepers, so might start that too once I'm done with GTO. Bah how boring can my holidays be?

I'm still hoping for my Pizza Hut CSC job to be accepted. Either than or I go find something better to do. Need the darn cash for my next sem's enjoyment. Else I'll have to fast 4 meals a week to compensate with my increasing handphone usage.

Btw, my pic below is starting to get annoying. Don't like to see my own face all the time. Here below is the pic of my hostel in Uniten in the last sem. Its on the first floor, and unfortunately, I'll have to shift up 3 floors to the 4th next sem. Pity. Less mosquitoes, more exercise. Worthy compensation? :P

I know its messy, so keep that to yourself :P. Compliment on how, er, homely it is :P.

PS : my side is the left side. and i have a kickass subwoofer under my table ^_^

 


Wednesday, November 10, 2004


I can't remember how many times I've changed my hairstyle. Its just plain boring to have the same kind of hairstyle all year round right? So here I am again... deciding whether to either spike my hair or leave it long.

As you all know, I have 1 month holiday ahead of me. I can either let my hair grow long within this month, before I go back to uni and face the world again, or I can cut it short now, and let it grow back to its 'good' size within a month.

ArghHh decisions!! You be the judge!


This is my hair for the past months. It is always short, spiky, and gelled up.


This is me now, without gel. Too long to keep it standing -.-''. Shall I let it grow?

So should I cut my hair back to my ori style, just like the first pic? Or should I leave my hair long? Some say I look better with the spike, some say I look better without gel...

Give your comments and suggestions in the comments page. And tell me whether you're a guy or gal too! Thanks!!

ps : both pictures don't to me justice. i look better in person ;). i think.... XD
 



I was dragged out of bed at 9.30am today, a little too early for my liking. Had to help my mom tie her tuition banners around PJ. We sneaked around Taman Megah school, and tied one banner there, hoping it'll her at least some customers.

At 10.30am, I followed my lil bro to his workplace, Pizza Hut's Customer Service Center. I took that chance to sign up too, hoping I'd get a chance to earn some money. Pocket's been crying lately, and with the upcoming holidays, I need cash to support my entertainment bill. Filled in their form and was asked to wait for their call. Thats all? Yeap, then head home, and crashed in front of my pc, scouting for animes to download.

I realise now that blogging isn't as easy as i thought. I'm wondering, what else I'm supposed to write besides my daily life? Funny isn't it. In my diary, things are kept short, because of space constraint. I'm so used to write that way, it poses a problem now when I'm given so much space to write. I just can't write much.

It'll take time i guess :).

I think I'll kill time by watching some DVDs and maybe Great Teacher Onizuka (Drama) again. So little things to do, so much time to waste. Ironic isn't it, totally the opposite when I was in uni.

daily ramblings, 3.07pm
 



Thanks to those that have visited my site. I've yet to complete the site yet, so please forgive me. I'll get my links exchange list up ASAP for those that offered link exchanges. A chatbox as well as a few more features will be up too in a few days time.

Also, to first time comers, please spare a while to sign my guestbook. State down anything, including comments and suggestions :).

Thanks alot, and take care all! Tata for now.
 


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

    Headless...

My blog...

I'm Alwin Wong. Welcome to my blog. It took me half a day to get this blog started, and as bland as it is, its a start. I'm an 18 year old uni student, currently residing either in Kelana Jaya (my home) or in Uniten's hostel (my uni) in Selangor, Malaysia. First semester of my Foundation year has just ended, and my holiday started. I decided to use this time to start my own blog, something which I have been planing for ages. You see, I write diaries, so blogging is something which I thought should come eventually. Yet, as much as i look forward to this moment, I was dumbstruck, because I don't know how to start....

Sigh...
Here I am, right smack in middle of a chapter of my life. My uni life. Memories can't just start halfway... But I can't help it. This blog... is headless... The beginning of the chapter is lost, and so are the memories. Yes they are kept in my diary, but they can't be kept here... I can't just, transfer them. It makes a huge diffference, embodying a memory while its still fresh within you.

You might think I'm fussy, but I'm a perfectionist when it comes to my memories. I take meticulous care in safeguarding precious moments of my life. I hate to lose details, and I hate to lose memories. Be it sweet or bitter, every single feeling counts.

But this can't be helped. It can't be saved. And thus, my blog, is borned.
 


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